emotional testimony. i m going to just go through all of this. i ve been living in a personal and mental incarceration ever since the fateful day that i accepted the offer to work for a famous real estate mogul whose business acumen i truly admired. in fact, i know now that there is little to be admired. i want to be clear. i blame myself for the conduct which has brought me tehere tod and it was my own weakness and blind loyalty that led me to choose a path of darkness over light. he said it s like a cult. you get in there and wherever you pull up, there s people waiting and they re cheering. you get out of your car. and he goes, i got caught up in a cult. i m not deferring my blame for what i did for myself, but how it was an interesting way he said it different today in the way he was blinded. i want to say one thing on a personal note to michael. look, michael was guilty of these things. he s going to pay for his crimes.