at the same time, an officer pretty much lost his and his identity with everything that s gone on the last five years. danny never showed up with the attendance of harming somebody let alone killing somebody. yesterday was a hard day. it could derail everything officers have done over the decades. the main thing is we have to remember why we do it. you put on the uniform because there s been several tops, seven since 2014 have died, not including mcdonald p not including land that have committed suicide. we have to worry about those things right now. to get past this and make the city better. harris: you just brought up something that i want to pause on. my question was, this felt like justice for some yesterday to fire him. if this was just us, regardless of investigations at a legal level, if this was justice inside that police department, why didn t they fire in five ago? has a band choke hold moved? has it changed