weekend is looking to claim the british title. logan lawson has the story. when i was growing up i suffered with depression, used to self harm quite a lot, i have had multiple suicide attempts in my life, it is not a nice story but it is my story and i m proud of that. for matthew sm h and i m proud of that. for matthew smyth from and i m proud of that. for matthew smyth from poole, and i m proud of that. for matthew smyth from poole, becoming - and i m proud of that. for matthew - smyth from poole, becoming england s strongest disabled man has notjust been a battle of the body, but more so a battle of the mind. having struggled heavily with his mental health during covid lockdown, matthew made the decision to purchase a pair of dumbbells online, a decision he says it saved his life. i a decision he says it saved his life. . . a decision he says it saved his life. ., ., ., life. i guarantee ifi did not get into sport life. i guarantee ifi did not get into sport i life. i guaran