to my boys, i love you. i think about you every day. i m so sorry that i hurt you. through the process of growing up without having a father. hardest part about doing any of this time is knowing that you guys are worried about me. you know, there s no need for that. but not everyone here has a brother to lean on. 604. four. during a routine shake down in housing unit d, inmate martin mcdaniel was taken to the custody control unit after refusing to take a drug test. corrections officers then discovered he had been hoarding his prescription drugs. moments later they found something else. the gentleman we just took to ccu, we just found a suicide note in his drawer, and he s saying good-bye to his mom and children. put him on suicide watch.
week from my kids and everybody start writing letters, and i think it was more to open their eyes up, too, that i was, you know, pretty down, you know. from not hearing from them. as the interview wrapped up, mcdaniel expected to return to his cell in the custody control unit, but his comments during the interview renewed concerns among staff about mcdaniel s state of mind, and they decided he would, in fact, be placed on suicide watch. i don t want to let anything happen to you. there ain t nothing going to happen to me so why are you going to strip me out again? because that s the protocol. that s [ bleep ] and you know it. well, it may be this will be it and they will talk to you in the morning. you ll be done. yeah, let dr. sams come in in the morning, talk to you and we ll get it all cleared up. because we talked about the [ bleep ] letter out here. inmate mcdaniel was sent here on suicide watch, talked to
tell you guys that i love you, miss you, i m sorry for what i put you through. to my boys, i love you. i think about you every day. i m so sorry that i hurt you. through the process of growing up without having a father. hardest part about doing any of this time is knowing that you guys are worried about me. you know, there s no need for that. but not everyone here has a brother to lean on. 604. four. during a routine shake down in housing unit d, inmate martin mcdaniel was taken to the custody control unit after refusing to take a drug test. corrections officers then discovered he had been hoarding his prescription drugs. moments later they found something else. the gentleman we just took to ccu, we just found a suicide note in his drawer, and he s
after officers found a suicide letter and a stockpile of prescription pills in his cell, they put him on suicide watch. a measure he insisted was unnecessary. mcdaniel was taken off suicide watch the following day. several weeks later he admitted that, despite his earlier denials, he was suicidal. when i wrote the letter, right, i had intentions of o.d. ing because my kids wrote me a letter and told me the day they was coming, right? i was going to wait until after visit and take them that night, right? but it s a good thing they come in the room, man. you were, then? yeah. yeah. no doubt about it. mcdaniel says his despair was
i m so sorry that i hurt you. through the process of growing up without having a father. hardest part about doing any of this time is knowing that you guys are worried about me. you know, there s no need for that. but not everyone here has a brother to lean on. 604. four. during a routine shake down in housing unit d, inmate martin mcdaniel was taken to the custody control unit after refusing to take a drug test. corrections officers then discovered he had been hoarding his prescription drugs. moments later they found something else. the gentleman we just took to ccu, we just found a suicide note in his drawer, and he s saying good-bye to his mom and children. put him on suicide watch. inmates on suicide watch are stripped of all possessions