restart his landscaping business and is staying at the home of his younger brother, martin. i would think that getting out of prison after 23 or 24 years, you would be ecstatic to be outside and smell the fresh air and everything. and you ask him what s going on, and it s like, well, this is expected or this is not new. what has been fun for you since you ve been out? what have you enjoyed, reveled in? absolutely nothing. i pretty much learned to hide and bottle up emotions. you just do that kind of stuff on death row. i think the best thing about being out is i don t see any uniforms ever. and i see leaves and grass that i actually do walk on. i don t care if it s somebody else s yard. i do walk on it. okay. let s see if we can find a menu on this thing. okay. the menu doesn t work. for keenan, the simplest tasks now all come with a learning curve.
among inmates, keenan is a popular figure. but those who have known him the longest have witnessed another side. before he went in he was very narcissistic and the world revolved around mike. he was involved in drugs. he was involved in alcohol. nobody would be happy with the way he behaved before he got arrested for this. it was terrible. he ll admit it, he was a terrible guy. martin keenan believes 24 years on death row has had a numbing effect on his brother. emotionally i think there s almost like a curtain there. he s kind of bland. you re awfully calm for someone who has spent how much time now? mind over matter at this point. i had to deal with it. just blot it out. both my parents died, and my sister died, unfortunately, while i was on this case. yeah. couldn t go to any of their funerals. wasn t allowed. so, yeah. struggled through that, too.
keenan has been working to restart his landscaping business and is staying at the home of his younger brother, martin. i would think that getting out of prison after 23 or 24 years, you would be ecstatic to be outside and smell the fresh air and everything. and you ask him what s going on, and it s like, well, this is expected or this is not new. what has been fun for you since you ve been out. what have you enjoyed, revelled in? absolutely nothing. i pretty much learned to hide and bottle up emotions. you just do that kind of stuff on death row. i think the best thing about being out is i don t see any uniforms. ever. and i see leaves and grass that i actually do walk on. i don t care if it s somebody else s yard. i do walk on it. okay. let s see if we can find a menu on this thing. okay. the menu doesn t work. for keenan, the simplest tasks now all come with a
he was involved in drugs. he was involved in alcohol. nobody would be happy with the way he behaved before he got arrested for this. it was terrible. he ll admit it, he was a terrible guy. martin keenan believes 24 years on death row has had a numbing effect on his brother. emotionally, there is a curtain there. he s kind of bland. you re awfully calm for someone who has spent how much time now? mind over matter at this point. i had to deal with it. just blot it out. both my parents died, and my sister died, unfortunately, while i was on this case. yeah. couldn t go to any of their funerals. wasn t allowed. so, yeah. struggled through that, too. tried not to grieve. pretty much succeeded in that. maybe one of these days i will. i have enough to worry about without grieving about dead people. they re trying to kill me.
business, and is staying at the home of his younger brother, martin. i would think that getting out of prison after 23 or 24 years, you would be ecstatic to be outside and smell the fresh air and everything. and you ask him what s going on, and it s like, well, this is expected or this is not new. what has been fun for you since you ve been out. what have you enjoyed, revelled in? absolutely nothing. i pretty much learned to hide and bottle up emotions. you just do that kind of stuff on death row. i think the best thing about being out is i don t see any uniforms. ever. and i see leaves and grass that i actually do walk on. i don t care if it s somebody else s yard. i do walk on it. okay. let s see if we can find a menu on this thing. okay. the menu doesn t work. for keenan, the simplest tasks now all come with a learning curve. the phone can do a lot more than just ring. i can t even get the menu.