he says, neil, i ve done a lot of bad things in my life. he ll always be my dad. either he has the worst luck in the world, or he s responsible for murdering two women. i wanted them to know the truth. i was talking to this lady. she s prettier than you. it was almost as if he considered himself like a celebrity. i didn t do it. you didn t do what? kill kathleen or make stacy disappear. it kill kathleen. or make stacey disappear. so everybody is making things up? a lot of people. or you may be here for the rest of your life. maybe, or i may not be. what keeps me going is my love, my heart. i will find her and i will bring her home. and that s my promise. i just think about, is this ever going to end, i my ever going to be able to find her and get the closure i need? in these murky training waters, a sister searches for answers. i m going to keep doing this every day i can and every day i can afford until the day i die, until i can bring home. solving t