to becoming an entrenched mafia state and that there is this really horrible, for us, as a family, a very bitter truth, that it was my mother s murder that stopped malta from going further down that path. did you believe that? i believed.| believe that after. . . many years after the murder, that i began to see things were changing, right? we had the public inquiry, which is already a big moment. but then, for example, the public inquiry made numerous recommendations for constitutional reform in the country so that no murder like this can ever happen again. not a single one of those recommendations has been implemented. sadly, we re almost out of time. i just want to end by linking what you ve just said to the very personal story at the heart of this, because i was very struck by something you wrote recently. you said, working on the aftermath of your mother s murder is a life sentence. there is no going back