don t know where to go, stepping on each other. that s when i saw a white lady with three children. saw them running in different directions. that s when i picked up one. i started to run and a kenyan woman came and grabbed one of the girls from me and we dove behind this computer display table that was there. she had portia, my 4-year-old, and was laying on top of her to protect her. now georgette and a friend also squeezed in under the display table. my friend was lowing lady and the lady was laying like that. it was a tight fit with the seven of us. we were kind of lying on top of each other and all scrunched up. as the gunfire got closer, people surged from the main mall into the supermarket. as we were running, people just came and started pushing me and i had to reach my arm through just to grab his hand, so i wouldn t be separated from him.