and it wasn t until the cameras went away, and we backed off a little bit, that people were willing to come up and get involved in the game with him. in spite of the hardships, campbell told our producer that prison has played an essential role in his life. if i hadn t came to prison, i would have probably ended up dead. and my family knows i m gay. you know, i told all them when i came here. so you know they all know what to expect from me now, and you know it s like i told them it s going to be a different person. but before campbell can prosper on the outside he ll have to learn how to deal with perhaps his greatest temptation. and it has nothing to do with his sexuality. i m fascinated with guns. you know, i find guns fascinating. and, you know, i get a gun in my hand it s like, you know, it s trouble. coming up on lockup: raw i love him to death. i d do anything for brad. anything.
it and don t ask me to talk. that s how i was. eventually ruple joined the bible study and find the connection with several of the other participants. they too killed their husbands or boyfriends. it helps me just knowing i got sisters i can lean on and someone i can talk to, someone i can share these things with and because in here, i mean you got to be careful who you share things with. coming up on lockup: raw. i hate to say it but murder is a respected crime in here by a lot of these inmates. i just shot the man three times, right? and now the other police was still down so i shot him three times.
give me one reason, a semi intelligent reason, why it would hurt somebody to sit in a cell locked in here by myself with some chess pieces. ain t hurting nobody in the world. but that s the boc for you. that s rehabilitation at its finest. next on lockup: raw. there s nothing i ve done that god has not forgiven me for. a serial killer claims he found god. is it a greater sin to steal a cracker, or to kill someone? and another lockup inmate finds saving in the same of satan, the ruler of the earth i command the forces of darkness to bestow the infernal power upon me. rmz one large rutabaga, with eggplant. done! that s not fair. glad i had a v8. the original way to fuel your day.
little more heavily on his mind. the most disturbing thing of it all is the day when it occurred to a person that all the years that you fought physical battles that you thought was right, good and just, is wrong. and to know that is a very hurting thing. because, you look back over all the people you have hurted through your battles, and it s it s painful. and so, the only way to make good on it is to do something constructive, and hope that it makes a difference somewhere. coming up on lockup: raw. i started singing the battle hymn of the republic, glory, glory, hallelujah. i was wigged out completely at that time. two inmates kill when their minds turn on them. my mom comes running up,
does he still struggle with what he did, he worries about what he still might do. oh, it s it s heinous. if i i believe in an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth. if i had my way i believe they should take my life. even though there were extenuating circumstances that were both mitigating and aggravating, my judge was very pointed out i still think that having crossed that line, it would therefore be that much easier to go back across. there s less inhibition to take another life now. especially even my own. i i ve threatened that several times. next on lockup: raw. a self-proclaimed white supremacist inmate provides one of the most shocking epilogues in the history of lockup.