surprised. i didn t think he was going to take it to this level where he would assault staff. the officer was not badly injured, but it landed hamilton back in administrative segregation, with a high probability of being sent to the shu, a place most inmates dread. to me it s prison. it s still prison. it s not going to change. it s still prison. and set it down in front of dennis and said, look, here s what it says. in a nutshell it says that every inmate will accept a cellie except if he has see this little thing? it s called an s suffix. that means single cell status. if you have that attached to if you send me to the shu or to a level one, it s still prison. i can t leave when i want, i can t do what i want, but i, this is what i can control. i can control you placing another inmate in there. since i can control that, you will not place another inmate in there. next on lockup: raw yes, i had a job. i was a professional escort. i was running my ads in play time
like acid, i just it s just a putrid thing that there s nothing sexy about a kid. you know what i mean? and to hear it, to know it, i know i m here for it, that charge. but that just still sickening. coming up on lockup: raw. i was convicted of four counts of first degree murder. my children. how the code extends to the loneliest place in prison. death row.
ideology that these so-called gang members have. you know, they re out to use you. i don t care how much work, how much stabbings you put in, how much money you bring to the organization, if you don t meet the creed of that organization, you re going to be used. you re going to get abused. they say, we re trying to uprise our own race, you know, the mexican race, bring pride to it, what have you. but in actuality, these gangs and organizations, they bring a disgrace to our race. coming up on lockup: raw, ganging up i moved in with the guy to take him out. betrayal, one of a gang-bangers greatest enemies.
and when you say he was taken out, what happened? did you personally my job was to go in there and kill him. and i went in there with the intention of killing him, but i stabbed him several times and the damn knife bent. we used a knee brace. we have to be real resourceful in the shu, what we can use for weapons. we used an aluminum knee brace. this was a big guy, so i went after this guy and i hit a bone and the knife had bent on the third time. so he got lucky. like other inmates who find themselves growing old in the shu, farmer eventually quit his gang. i got tired of the impulsive subjective reasoning for people doing things. we were actually killing people that didn t deserve to be killed. coming up on lockup: raw some women are attracted to the bad boys. well, these are the real bad boys. i would set up my homegirls from the streets on the visiting list, and the girls that were coming to visit these guys were
steak, no beef, no turkey. what else they don t have around here, man? don t let them kid you. they get good well-balanced meals. they feed them a lot better than they ever fed us in the marine corps. they eat good. i ve been here five years and they haven t had a steak. not even a little piece of steak, none. all of your brown beef is like processed. my question is, where s all the beef at? but today s a good day, huh? i m a vegetarian, so why are you asking where the beef is then? because that s what made me go vegetarian. next on lockup: raw. that s my buddy there. makes it a lot easier if you have a roommate you get along with, something in common with. a good cellie is key to an inmate s survival, but a potential threat to a lockup camera man. it was at that moment, that one little moment where i