that s how i was. eventually she joined the bible study and found the connection with several of the other participants. they too killed their husbands or boyfriends. it helps me knowing that i have sisters i can lean on, someone i can talk to, someone i can share these things with because in here you got to be careful who you share things with. coming up on lock up raw. i hate to say it but murder is a respected crime here. i shot him three times and the other police was still down so i shot. he gets a lot of compliments.
like frank street, garner was housed in the residential treatment unit. it was clear that not only does he struggle with what he did, he worries about what he still might do. it s heinous. if i i believe in an eye for an eye and i believe they should take my life. even though there were circumstances that were mitigating and aggravating, the judge pointed out i still think having crossed that line it would be that much easier to go back across. there is less inhibition to take another life. especially my. i threatened that several times. next on lock up raw. a swastika is a powerful symbol. i have a lot of them.
that s the thing about this place. they don t want me, kick me out. transferred to san quentin, the man who was arguably california s most violent inmate completed his sentence and was released in 2007. you have people locked up in this type of environment, what do you expect? back up! next, a lock up raw. they will come across their enemy and slice them across the neck. the the ingenious weapons they use to attack and the lengths officers will go to in combatting them. latte or au lait?
hey, have i ever told you i loved you guys? i m sorry the pain. limited to 30 minutes. the visit hardly seems to have begun when it is time to leave. i love you. y all be good. bye-bye. all right. yes, sir. i m praying, hoping, hoping that this is the last time they have to come up here like this and see me behind the glass. because it is not a good feeling. it s not a good feeling. i just feel that, i don t feel anymore. and when i see him again. i want him to be here and i don t want him to be here. i want him to learn his lesson while he is here so when he comes home he knows right from wrong and knows what to do and what not to do. as a mother i would look to touch him and say are you okay? i want to give him a hug. i haven t been able to do that. i know one day i will. coming up on lockup raw: prison love. i love him to death.
system into giving me what i want. it s more like me killing myself than them killing me. i get the same adrenaline rush that i would if i was killing somebody else. it s no different. . days after this, the prison would not grant him a contact visit with his daughter. he was granted a stay of excuse and returned to brushy mountain. next on lock up raw i don t know if you want to run into me. we mead inmates with a reign of terror. when they come up and back up and be handcuffed, i say come on in here and get me. they encounter two inmates whose crimes share a common element.