and it was terrifying to have to load all of our kids into the car. up to that pointed we had tried to stay as calm as possible so not to scare them too much. but at this point we told the kids we have to evacuate. i gave them a little grocery bag and said throw what you can in it and we need to go. and so just loading them up in the car, the fear, just watching them, it s really difficult as a mom. ainsley i know as a mom you can relate to that also. it s just, you know, your mom. you protect your little babies and to see them so scared and wondering what s going on, it s very, very hard. ainsley: yeah. some of the pictures of your kids, my child had some of those same toys. those little banana chew toys. i look at your pictures and my gosh, i can t imagine what you are going through. how are your kids now? where are they? we have very good we have