escape and freed herself, and she was almost downstairs and he came back in the house and there she was tortured. he finally decided to cut her wrist off so she couldn t fight him anymore, and she was sexually assaulted numerous times and then she was stabbed 17 times. the man who killed her is serving a life sentence without parole. we re not supposed to bury our babies. the day i saw her in her casket, her body was cold. she didn t have a smile on her face, and i told her over and over how much i loved her. because the day she was born i told her i would always protect her. and guess what? i lied. i lied. i felt like it was my fault. i stayed in bed for two months. my other daughter didn t have a mom anymore. i had to get up out of my bed, and i didn t want to.
escape and freed herself, and she was almost downstairs and he came back in the house and there she was tortured. he finally decided to cut her wrist off so she couldn t fight him anymore, and she was sexually assaulted numerous times and then she was stabbed 17 times. the man who killed her is serving a life sentence without parole. we re not supposed to bury our babies. the day i saw her in her casket, her body was cold. she didn t have a smile on her face, and i told her over and over how much i loved her. because the day she was born i told her i would always protect her. and guess what? i lied. i lied. i felt like it was my fault. i stayed in bed for two months. my other daughter didn t have a mom anymore. i had to get up out of my bed, and i didn t want to. people started calling me, and i
now i m a murderer because i participated in a robbery. i m not writing the prosecutor asking him to let me out because i m a changed man. because, to be honest, i m not changed. i m just the same person that i was when i was out there. i m 23 now. my sentence is 25. 85% of that and then i start a life sentence without parole. so i ll never get out. i ll die in prison. we re expecting 12 inmates coming in. they ll be processed in, photos taken, height and weight and they ll be processed and sent to the appropriate cell houses. 20-year-old jeremy pickling arrives at isp with a reputation of being a highly assaultive inmate. officers take extra precautions as they process him into their system. turn and face me. straight ahead. as far as your mental health,
i mean, my partner slit his throat. in iowa it s a law if you participate in a robbery and someone dies, you re a murderer, too. now i m a murderer because i participated in a robbery. i m not writing the prosecutor asking him to let me out because i m a changed man. because, to be honest, i m not changed. i m just the same person that i was when i was out there. i m 23 now. my sentence is 25. 85% of that and then i start a life sentence without parole. so i ll never get out. i ll die in prison. we re expecting 12 inmates coming in. they ll be processed in, photos taken, height and weight and they ll be processed and sent to the appropriate cell houses. 20-year-old jeremy pickling arrives at isp with a reputation
escape and freed herself, and she was almost downstairs and he came back in the house and there she was tortured. he finally decided to cut her wrist off so she couldn t fight him anymore, and she was sexually assaulted numerous times and then she was stabbed 17 times. the man who killed her is serving a life sentence without parole. we re not supposed to bury our babies. the day i saw her in her casket, her body was cold. she didn t have a smile on her face, and i told her over and over how much i loved her. because the day she was born i told her i would always protect her. and guess what? i lied. i lied. i felt like it was my fault. i stayed in bed for two months. my other daughter didn t have a mom anymore. i had to get up out of my bed, and i didn t want to. people started calling me, and i thought i ve got to find out why payton died so this doesn t