somebody whose got a life without sentence. life without parole in this state, you ain t getting out. coming up this woman is some crazy fan that saw him on tv, sent him honey and he ran a little game on her. angel finds engagement doesn t stop the competition for bobby ray s affections. later, the life after lockup segment that goes beyond the death chamber. this is what my dad gave me before he was executed. before. (agent) i ll walk you guys through every step. (dad) so if we sell, do you think we can swing it? (agent) i have the numbers right here and based on the comps that i ve found, the timing is perfect. .there s a lot of buyers for a house like yours. (dad) that s good to know. (mom) i m so excited.
i m not busy trying to keep myself busy, right? what am i going to do tomorrow? i don t know. so, you know, it s kind of strange to think that, but that s what s going through my mind now. it s weird. though lindsay had been through the trauma of losing one parent to murder and the other to execution, she s decided to use the past not as a burden but as a guidepost. the past has helped me, because i look back and say i m not going to do this, i m not going to be like this, i m going to make a better life for myself and for my kids.
his anger erupt again. we are trying to do it the right way. i m going to show you what i m made of. but gilbert proved to be more than just a violent man. he also showed us a thoughtful, creative side. the last interview we did with gilbert, he seemed resigned to his fate of spending the rest of his life most likely alone in the small cell. at this point, you just look back and realize, well, the best part of it is over with it anyway. five years later, we would discover that gilbert s appearances on lockup had opened up a new chapter in his life. she goes by the name of angel, preferring not to give her last name. she is bobby ray gilbert s fiancee. we have been together four years. it is just something that happened.
and i m not something to hustle, unlike the rest of these people out there. gilbert told us he is looking forward to the wedding but must be released from ad seg before the couple can be granted permission to be married. even though angel is resigned to the fact that gilbert will never leave prison, that doesn t stop her from imagining a more ideal lick home life. i day dream about simple things, what it would be like to make bobby a breakfast plate and bring it to him or tell him, get it yourself, i ain t your maid. i love everything about him. i love his temperament. i love his personality. i love his intelligence. his wit, his sense of humor. i love everything about him. i wouldn t change anything about him outside of one thing. that would be his freedom. i sincerely mean that from the
in i. i was very little. makes me miss him. he was my favorite uncle. i wish that i could have a normal life. very little contact with him. some of the letters that he would write were not nice. this is a letter that my dad had wrote me. lindsay, for the life of me, i can t fathom why you are now so damn hateful and disrespectful to me. did i, a, beat you, b, molest you, or c, pimp you out? if not, how was i so mean to you? think about it. eric. i kind of felt bad for lindsay when i read it, because that was someone that she loves, that was her dad, and i know she, even though she distanced herself from him, she still loved him because that was her dad. so, i responded to his letter. it says, eric, i don t have