kou coarsing can adrenaline and your are in flight mode. you are sending all of your energy into your muscles to react. so your day-to-day things that you do subconsciously, their motor skilled leave and are gone and your brain isn t working. our law enforcement are trained over and over again to handle, you know, these tactical situations where there s an active shooter. arming a teacher, they are not going to have that kind of training. it s just not possible to understand what you re going to do in that situation and when i was faced with that situation, in hindsight, i did everything wrong but i thought i was doing everything right. let me just say, i don t know who that radio host was, and people can have legitimate disagreements about these issues, but to suggest that somehow you could have saved your friend is so beyond the pale. i don t even know what to say about it. great to have you in.