so bright that hints of the old jesus the one from before the war sometimes emerge. would you go back to a war zone? i would. but you were shot. yeah. all the things we talk about worst case scenarios. yeah. you experience a lot of those. yeah. you would still go back. i think i would. i think i would. that s what he said there. you can see the human cost of fighting and also the resilience. still ahead another sort of survivor. supermodel nikki taylor will talk about the car crash that almost kildow hled her and a ne project.