I recently moved out of my house. Currently, I’m staying in a hostel. The reason for my move out was my father. We’ve been falling out every other day.
It might sound weird, but why is it that I keep going back to my ex or rather we keep going back to each other—even though it's like a friends with benefits situation. We have our respective partners, but with them it's like something is missing in our relationship, we are not able to point out what! But when we are together, our relationship seems complete, yet we can't stay together.
We recently moved into a new flat and since then I’ve been experiencing heaviness. It’s difficult to explain. But when I leave the house it feels as if a huge burden has been lifted from my heart, I go home, the heaviness creeps in. We can’t move given that it’s with a lot of difficulties we got this place and my family isn’t too understanding about my problem. They feel it’s because.