the secrecy lifted a little after eduardo s friend lucy was leekted mayor. the chief of police went public with news of two more kidnappings, here in relatively safe san miguel. just want to raise my kids in a place where you can trust the police, where it s the justice system conscience. a sentiment they discovered which is created a whole other kind of immigration from mexico. immigration based on fear. i would like to form an organization organizing the people like us who have had to leave mexico and take refuge in the united states. i was going to say you think you would have much company? a lot. by thousands. it was in the box where eduardo felt isolated, starved, beaten, beset by glaring light, deafening noise, the fear of death, it was a revelation. and he hasn t been the same since. nothing really matters,