i don t like using the same broom that everybody else uses because then i m just bringing their funk in my cell. when do you think we re doing spring cleaning? it s not going to be today. because i m already cleaning the floor. that s fine. i was just asking. i ll probably make time for it sometime over the weekend. do it sunday. just plan on sunday. all right. cellmates for about a year, joshua bean and justin trowbridge may have different priorities but they share the stigma of having separately committed unthinkable crimes. from day one i ve known that the things that i ve done even among criminals was way, way off you know, into the deep end.
trowbridge has spent nearly half of his life in prison for murdering and sexually assaulting a 69-year-old woman. he too attempts to make peace with the past. i didn t used to like myself. i had a lot of hatred toward myself for a long time. on the back of my arms it says freak of nature. that one would be listless which means freak. freak of nature. you know, i started seeing things completely different. i started understanding things different too. and i changed. i don t want to say it s because i found god or anything like that. because truthfully, that all came afterwards. you know, i didn t get religious or anything until years after i figured out what a piece of crap i used to be. coming up i could never ask you to forgive me for the horrible things i did to you. cellmates joshua trowbridge and joshua bean reach out to the
correctional facilitfacility, h found another means of interaction. music to me is more important than food, water, more important than anything. it makes me free. it just makes me free. stroud leads the prison choir. they perform during sunday church services and special events. his cell mate curtis mc grown has been a constant source of help and inspiration. you should have made a change. there s nowhere for you left to run or hide. i almost met this fate. i suggest you stay away from here and follow god. i note it s hard on the streets, but prison life is harder. that s one of the best i ve
birthday, dean s cell mate dustin spent half of his year in prison for murdering and assaulting a 69-year-old woman. he too attempts to make peace with the past. didn t use to like myself. i had a lot of hatred towards myself for a long time. on the back of my arm this says freak of nature. this means freak. this is nature. i started seeing things completely different. i started understanding things different too. i changed. i don t want to say it s because i found god or anything like that. truthfully that all came afterwards. i didn t get religious or anything until years after i figured out what a peace of crap i used to be. coming up, dustin and justin
killed her. i robbed her. then i left. the poor woman didn t stand a chance. prosecutors determined he not only strangled his victim but sexually assaulted her after her death. he was sentenced to 77 years of robbery, murder, abuse of a corpse. he s already served a 15 and with good behavior could be out of prison by age 50. he currently lives in wo bash s protective custody unit who how has inmates who s lives could be at risk in general population due to the nature of their crimes. his cell mate joshua shares the same unusual pairing of