i couldn t bear to think that i was calling them on a day when they were fine and i was making it horrible, or that i was calling them on a day that was horrible and i was making it worse. tell you guys where i m coming from on this. there are things about certain aspects of the case that bother me a lot. that s your opinion, you know, everybody has an opinion. there s no doubt in my mind. he killed the little girl, but we don t know what he stole from. she could have been the doctor that cured cancer, the president of the united states, you know, some world leader, you know. nobody knows. she was just a beautiful little girl. when i asked the fahy s what they thought about the death penalty? john said give me a baseball bat and a few minutes and i will really take care of this. that was actually one of the moments where i really connected with him. he had that anger and i felt it so many times in my own life.