this is my playground. this ain t no life it s very lonely don t feel good in front of the camera, so, that s all you need because that s always i ve got take care. some inmates like to say there s no crying in prison, but with a 55-year sentence for bank robbery, christopher walker will disagree. it s not there for decoration those are permanent tears. used to be because i was frustrated about my freedom. now it s not so much about my freedom anymore, it s about my family my family s growing older. it s slowly deteriorating before my eyes and i can do nothing to alleviate the pain or distress my mother needs help around the house and my father, he can t do things like that anymore
they ll be placed in disciplinary confinement then we ll do a full investigation to see if they re getting it dropped off there, if it s coming in on the work site, if it s staff, other inmates, if it s family. a positive test for houck could bring even more serious consequences he s due to be released from prison for 30 days but could lose some of the time he s had deducted from his sentence for good behavior and holding a job. inmate houck, are you ready go ahead and wash your hands, dry them real good all right, break the seal, we need at least 30 millimeters, halfway or more. once you get it full, put the cap back on, i m going to have you walk back up, all right? right over there on that piece of paper this is a dip test, testing for
first prison term, it is his longest, bringing special meaning to the five tears he has had tattooed on his face. got these like nine, ten years ago, about ten years ago they were for each member of my family that i ll never see in the free world again my son, my mother, my father, my two sisters. walker has been in prison for ten years and has at least another twenty before he s eligible for parole. troy wagner has been struggling with the 20 years he s serving for aggravated assault and sexual battery he recently spread his own feces throughout his cell and then flooded his housing unit after breaking the sprinkler head. i didn t do it on purpose it was done accidentally when i was cleaning the feces out of the sprinkler. i had tried to break it a few days before that, but when i did break it, it wasn t on purpose
cry for my son, cry for my family i get loney. sometimes i get lonely, man. it s just [ bleep ], it s overwhelming i used to be embarrassed to admit that i cry because i m a man, i m not supposed to cry i m supposed to be this tough convict kind of person in prison, i m not supposed to cry. you d be surprised some of the biggest, baddest people in here cry when you step behind these doors for a few years and you tend to forget about you, so yeah, i cry. walker also expresses his pain through prison poetry i ve got boot prints smashed on my soul and even though i may smile, this battle has taken its toll sky is the limit, they say no boundaries, i m trapped in an 8 by 10 trying to figure out what s real around me. trying to keep up with my sanity is like playing dodgeball, wondering if the devil will come into the gates
he trusts no one. i m more of a loner. i m not saying that i can t communicate with others, because i can, but i try to stay away from stupidity. and we re surrounded by that. so, you can imagine how many friends i ve got in here, none. coming up. it was not a male prostitute or a female prostitute. they was living a double life. a bizarre crime that sent jeffrey flanders to prison. only people know the truth is me, myself, god and the victim. then, santa rosa calls out the dogs to search for contraband. anything in your pocket? no, sir. bullets? no, sir. whoooo.