program, are held to a higher standard. part of recovery is that you ve got to help somebody else. you have to help someone else. after near lifelong addictions that have kept them both coming in and out of jail, john carroll and joe smithsson were recently accepted into the program. one of the things that i share ed with them is the hardest part of the program, is for them to hold each other accountable. we use the word accountability, because i care enough about you, i want to hold you accountable because you can t see everything that s wrong with you. the message seems to have gotten through to smithson. mr. smithson has been very motivated from the outset. he participates in daily morning meditation, meaning that s either going to read something or he s going to comment. he s very attentive in all education sessions. when you look at him, he s always taking notes and asking questions. but three weeks in, carroll is out of the program. what happened with mr. carroll was
they actually get in the program. coming up, john and joe find out if rehab is in their futures. and de shawn powell is back in general population, but not for long.
part of recovery is that you ve got to help somebody else. you have to help someone else. after near lifelong addictions that have kept them both coming in and out of jail, john carroll and joe smithsson were recently accepted into the program. one of the things i shared with them is the hardest part of the program, is for them to hold each other accountable. we use the word accountability, because i care enough about you, i want to hold you accountable because you can t see everything that s wrong with you. the message seems to have gotten through to smithson. mr. smithsome has been very motivated from the outset. he participates in daily morning meditation, meaning that s either going to read something or he s going to comment. he s very attentive in all education sessions. when you look at him, he s always taking notes and asking questions. but three weeks in, carroll is out of the program. what happened with mr. carroll was there was a disagreement between two of his
that thoroughly until you all been cracking down. it ain been liket until a lot of contraband is coming in, so now the searches are on more thoroughly than they ve ever been, and i understand it s his job, and i ain t mad, but i just ain t comfortable with that. i ain t comfortable, man. the reality, are you looking at time after you get out of jail? are you looking at prison time? no, i ain t going back to the penitentiary. i m ready to get out. i ain t with that. i ain t never going back. it s even worse there. yeah. strip-searched, you know. i know all of it, the strip-searching, bending over, coughing, squatting, all of that, but they don t do that. they definitely don t put their hands right here in the crease like that. they tell you, get naked, bend over, squat, cough, you know? all right, well, but you re not going to help yourself if you caused a problem there, you know what i m saying? you just could have made your problem worse. while powell might be considered a
same energy that you were using into the program. because i doubt if you got up in the morning you were dope sick did you say, hey, know what? i m just going to lay here. . i ll see you. a short time later. the two men have packed up and moved into to the enough is enough dorm. what s up guys? what s up, brother? not everybody is as anxious to get help for their addictions. they have aa classes in here, this have every class in here. they have a whole dorm for recovery and addicts. i don t choose to go in there. i can. they don t reject people. but i just don t choose to go in there? why? i don t because i don t want to hear it. to be honest with you. i don t want to hear it. i know what i need to do to be sober but i don t want to hear it from nobody else. i got to want to do it myself. drugs brought destiny van winkle to jail as well and now