and i crashed on thornton avenue going up the freeway on the wrong way of the freeway. i guess they said there was money and dope all over the freeway. and i woke up eight days later in a coma. i woke up here in the clinic in santa rita. it took me about close to a month to remember her because my memory i had lost my memory. meanwhile, mcbride asked cowin to accompany her to get an abortion. but things did not go as planned. mcbride was on the back of cowin s motorcycle and had all their money in a backpack. my gas light pops on. so i m like i get off to get some gas. i get off the bike, she s still on the bike. i go and the backpack s open. so the money flew out, right? i m like, man, i m hella mad, right, because it wasn t just that money, right? it was all my money, right? how much? you know, i mean, it was like i can t tell you to the dollar amount, but it was a little bit, you know? like $1,800. he was going like 140 on the freeway.
what i mean? it s like my whole life i just did all the wrong thing. you know, it s like i was just good at being bad. in verse 2, grace and peace are introduced as being from god our father and from the lord jesus christ. amen. that s based on ephesians there. during this stay at the jail cowin can t help but to also have thoughts about another former girlfriend who s currently doing time in the female wing. she was there for me, man. like solid. couldn t be no more solid than her, you know. alexandria mcbride says cowin is the father of her daughter. jake. that s like the first guy i ever loved. that was a crazy life. we do have a lot of memories of what happened. what happened? he went to prison for five years. i shot somebody at a bar. it was self-defense pretty much. it was a fight that got out of hand. and the dude pulled a knife, cut me, i pulled my gun out and shot him, right? everybody told on me. they all sung. right? i was like, man, what? she said it w
for battery and vandalism. trinidad lara, who goes by trino, is serving 90 days for a parole violation. to this day neither is certain which one of them is the father. i remember talking to her on the phone, and she told me that she was pregnant, and she was going to have an abortion. i go, you didn t tell me you were pregnant, and now you re going to have the kid because i wouldn t want anything to do with you if you had an abortion. in the meantime, she also found somebody else. i claimed the kid really right because when i got her, she was with this other cat. you know, and like i kind of snatched her from him. you know, we were together while she was still with him, and there was some snake [ bleep ] really like my part. whatever, right? despite the men s uncertainty, mcbride says the father is jacob cowin. were you with trino when you met jake? come on. there s something going on there. tell me. yeah. but trino was in jail. he had gotten in a car crash and he like lost
something, and like he didn t remember who i was. i was in a high-speed chase and i crashed on thornton avenue going up the freeway on the wrong way of the freeway. i guess they said there was money and dope all over the freeway. and i woke up eight days later in a coma. i woke up here in the clinic in santa rita. it took me about close to a month to remember her because my memory i had lost my memory. meanwhile, mcbride asked cowin to accompany her to get an abortion. but things did not go as planned. mcbride was on the back of cowin s motorcycle and had all their money in a backpack. my gas light pops on. so i m like i get off to get some gas. i get off the bike, she s still on the bike. i go and the backpack s open. so the money flew out, right? i m like, man, i m hella mad, right, because it wasn t just that money, right? it was all my money, right? how much?
whether she is with cowin or not, mcbride will soon leave jail and must again attempt to control her drug addiction in order to raise her two children. you re going to have a seat at the usual chair to your left. her case manager has known her for two years, a span in which mcbride has been in and out of santa rita on various parole violations. miss mcbride has come into custody each time a different persona, a different host of problems, a different level of motivation. and how long that motivation is sustained is questionable. in order to take advantage of re-entry services offered by the county, mcbride must commit to a residential drug treatment program upon her release. her case worker has recommended 12 months, but mcbride would like to negotiate down. nine. what have we got? okay. let s talk about it. 90 days. so what if i do 12 months. what if i do 90 days at one of the ones that you pick?