you know. me either. me either. maybe i can talk to the manager and, you know, he would have time to have somebody walk you over there. if you walk me over there, i ll spread it out. i ll let the officer look at it. okay. all right. let me see what i can do. no promises. i appreciate it. i ll still try. just two minutes, i ll be in and out. okay. all right. for me personally, that s the only way i have found just to even survive in prison. it s become so important. it s just a part of what i rediscovered. a lot of it is a coping mechanism. because you go through all the trauma, you know, of killing innocent people and stuff like that. it s like the prayer tithe offerings you make. each prayer tithe, you make that with the individual prayer to your specific victim and everything. that prayer is sent to the
wear a religious article, one at a time. i don t have a problem with that being in the cell. the feather and you taking that as well. i think we ll be fine with that. because you re not going to wear the feather. no, no. i don t see that that would be an issue. you have so little in prison and everything. the spiritual becomes vastly important. i would say during my early years, they done the right thing by locking me up. i was too messed up. i really was. and i hope that when i do die, that people can look back and say well, the person that he did become in his later years would bear no resemblance to the person he was when he was 18, 19, 20. i wish i could get out. i totally understand why no one would ever even ask, even float the idea of me ever getting out. back in level two, the day
me either. me either. maybe i can talk to the manager and, you know, he would have time to have somebody walk you over there. if you walk me over there, i ll spread it out. i ll let the officer look at it. okay. all right. let me see what i can do. no promises. i appreciate it. i ll still try. just two minutes, i ll be in and out. okay. all right. for me personally, that s the only way i have found just to even survive in prison. it s become so important. it s just a part of what i rediscovered. a lot of it is a coping mechanism. because you go through all the trauma, you know, of killing innocent people and stuff like that. it s like the prayer tithe offerings you make. each prayer tithe, you make that with the individual prayer to your specific victim and everything. that prayer is sent to the spirit world and it goes directly to your victim, asking them for forgiveness, stuff like that.
this jacob has quite an extensive history. make sure the staff are aware the propensity for this guy to carry out violent acts like that. we need to make sure medical does a thorough check on this individual because the walls have closed in on this guy, and he s a little psychologically challenged right now. he was here for quite a bit of time. went to central because of his psychological issues. so it appears he s still very unstable. you re going to have to determine this individual s state of mind and see where he s at. is he still hostile, is he still wanting to fight? make sure we don t have a further incident. inmate jacob chavez agrees to talk to our crew and tell his version of the story. all i remember is grabbing him and tying him, don t be disrespecting me like that. and then he said i don t remember what he said. i just started i started to let him have it, punching, kicking, everything. i let him have it. he ended up being hurt pretty
that s what we re doing now. one medicine bag. the medicine bag. all i wanted was the small medicine bag. i got a medicine prayer wheel. it goes around. and one feather. it goes in the medicine bag. this is it right here, right? yes. we ll go through it. lay it out. all right. there s the spirit bundle. this is what, you hold your like when i went through puberty rites and everything, you go through the fasting and the prayers and everything when you re 12. you find your guardian spirit. mine was revealed to me after i was fasting. mine was revealed as the silver fox. i keep the tail of the silver fox as part of when i do my rituals and everything. that is my guiding spirit. my spirit helper. this will be the medicine bag. this is the one you keep for your personal religious items.