for 18 years as a player, i have always wanted to play for my country, it means an awful lot to me. ifeel like in world cups it hasn t really been what i wanted it to be, so i would give anything to try to get in that 33 going to france. the dream is the dream. to do what the 2003 is dead and get that trophy. do what the 2003 is dead and get that many- that trophy. with a four michael out, then what that trophy. with a four michael out, then what happened - that trophy. with a four michael out, then what happened in - out, then what happened in australia, then output the best part of the year, now back in. it a roller-coaster. of the year, now back in. it a. roller coaster. rugby is an absolute roller coaster. rugby is an absolute roller coaster. i wouldn t swap any of it. i think roller coaster. i wouldn t swap any of it. ithink it roller coaster. i wouldn t swap any of it. i think it has made me the person and player i am today. i feel like a better person for having ups and dow