i couldn t really have any relationships with anybody. i was a mess. i drank and took drugs. i put myself in situations where i thought i might harm myself because i just didn t care. i thought about suicide all the time, so i m really, really lucky to be here. my confidence is still crap, you know? i can t interview well. anytime i have interactions with people, i keep my hand in my pocket. this happened 8 years ago and i m still embarrassed and, you know, because it s my life is totally different. were you panicked when people walk up to you and try to talk to you? not anymore. no, i kind of i got over that. but i couldn t leave the house. couldn t leave the house? i couldn t leave the house,
i couldn t have any kind of a relatiship with wome i coul t really have any relationships with anybody. i was a mess. i drank and took drugs. i put myself in situations where i thought i might harm myself because i just didn t care. i thought about suicide all the time, so i m really, really lucky to be here. my confidence is still crap, you know? i can t interview well. anytime i have interactions with people, i keep my hand in my pocket. this happened 8 years ago and i m still embarrassed and, you know, because it s my life is totally different. were you panicked when people walk up to you and try to talk to you? not anymore. no, i kind of i got over that.
i felt useless. i felt like my manhood was gone. i couldn t have any kind of a relationship with women. i couldn t really have any relationships with anybody. i was a mess. i drank and took drugs. i put myself in situations where i thought i might harm myself because i just didn t care. i thought about suicide all the time, so i m really, really lucky to be here. my confidence is still crap, you know? i can t interview well. anytime i have interactions with people, i keep my hand in my pocket. this happened 8 years ago and i m still embarrassed and, you know, because it s my life is totally different. were you panicked when people walk up to you and try to talk to you? not anymore. no, i kind of i got over that. but i couldn t leave the house.
i was a mess. i drank and took drugs. i put myself in situations where i thought i might harm myself because i just didn t care. i thought about suicide all the time, so i m really, really lucky to be here. my confidence is still crap, you know? i can t interview well. anytime i have interactions with people, i keep my hand in my pocket. this happened 8 years ago and i m still embarrassed and, you know, because it s my life is totally different. were you panicked when people walk up to you and try to talk to you? not anymore. no, i kind of i got over that. but i couldn t leave the house. couldn t leave the house? i couldn t leave the house, no. i couldn t, you know, i mean, it sucks to say this, but it s the
i thought i might harm myself because i just didn t care. i thought about suicide all the time, so i m really, really lucky to be here. my confidence is still crap, you know? i can t interview well. anytime i have interactions with people, i keep my hand in my pocket. this happened 8 years ago and i m still embarrassed and, you know, because it s my life is totally different. were you panicked when people walk up to you and try to talk to you? not anymore. no, i kind of i got over that. but i couldn t leave the house. couldn t leave the house? i couldn t leave the house, no. i couldn t, you know, i mean, it sucks to say this, but it s the truth. a couple black guys did it and if i was walking down the street, a couple black dudes were walking towards me, that was it. i was going the other direction. i understand.