you do gcses back then in three months. and they would bring me my schoolwork on the weekends and i would do it and they would bring it back and i did it that way. and it is without a doubt the thing that saved me and it was my therapist at the time who insisted i do that. the psychiatrist i had at the first hospital i was in insisted we all dropped out of school to focus on our recovery, which was another common theory at the time. and that would have been disastrous for me. by keeping up with my schoolwork, i always had a small eye on the outside world as much as i tried to block it out, so my whole world wasn t anorexia. the other girls i was in hospital with who were about my age or a bit older, who dropped out, it set back their recovery years and in some cases they didn t recover at all. was there a point where you thought, i don t want to still be living like this when i m in my thirties? so it was, i think on my eighth admission and i was in this nhs psychiatric ward
and that there was a strong, strong chance i would never recover. and i haven t been in hospital since i was 17 years old, in 1996. you know, i went on to university. i have a job i love. i have three children. i don t think anybody would look at me and think that i was some wastrel from a hospital. hadley freeman, thank you very much for talking to newsnight. thank you. if you are affected by anything in that interview help and support are available at bbc.co.uk/actionline. that s all from us tonight. kirsty s here tomorrow. goodbye.
information the suspect trained himself in firearms. i m aware of the online reporting, as well. we have not been able to confirm any of that information yet. is there a theory on why the gunman stopped shooting? did he see officers outside or is there a time frame? the investigation will reveal that. i believe personally the security guard s approach to the room obviously took his attention away and he fired at the security guard. then the immediate police response that followed on. tell me about what you re hoping to learn from his family when investigators speak with heir, how will that investigation how will that interview help advance the investigation? great question. i can t reveal that because i don t know yet. we got a lot of questions, i can tell you that. on the timeline, the s.w.a.t. team entered around what time, and at what point did the shooter stop shooting can i give you the exact time s.w.a.t. entered? i was hoping to provide that
rigged election. there are some who feel this particular strategy is the better one for him. somebody else went after the ethics of the left last night. it was donald trump s wife melania. she specifically talked about her husband, his character, and that 2005 tape that was leaked. here s what she told cnn. i said to my husband that the language is inappropriate, it s not acceptable. and i was surprised because that is not the man that i know. and as you can see from the tape, the cameras were not on. it was only a mike. and i wonder if they even knew that the mike was on. because they were kind of boy talk. i think the point was that they didn t know that the tape was rolling. does this interview help donald trump? listen, melania trump is not a surrogate that is often deployed by the campaign.
that he s ready to kill for his father, and i want to ask you about that. did that interview help him in terms of what he needed to say right now? is he saying the wrong things at the right times? he has a lot going against him. jeb bush is a conventional candidate in a very unconventional cycle. that doesn t mean he can t win. he s done very poorly in these three debates and wasn t ready for the counter. you have to think that rubio was going to say something and defend himself. he did it very well. rubio and bush are competing in the establishment type of candidate lane. jeb bush was helped maybe by this interview on meet the press but overall has a lot of work to do. he s got to be better thinking on his feet. overall, it s been a struggle. it s been a tough summer and tough fall for him. i was reading the hill this weekend, and you had an article on mary madeleine, the famous conservative strategist and we