i think the last state within her diary said it all. we had a lot of hurdles to get over. i will never forgive myself. never. the life of a police officer. it s full of danger. and stress. they have rough days at work. and they end up holding it in. our first responders. it is hard. it is hard work. from one called to the next, you don t know what s going to be up with. but our story is about what happened when a first responder had to face a crisis in his own home. baby, please wake up! a cop pleading for help, from his travel men and women in blue. tell them i m a cup, please. tell them to hurry please. and one moment, a family is shattered. it s like disbelief. it s a surreal moment. and overtime, an entire communities secrets would be revealed. i cried. it does not make sense. it starts here in the village of los lunas, mexico. 25 miles south of albuquerque. tera chavez grew up with her twin brother josh, and young brother a
and levi showed detective jones something else. i got a text. a text he received from tara earlier that day. it says, i m afraid i m going to hurt myself. i m so, as, oh, oh, oh, upset and hurt. open and shut. by 2 am, police were wrapping up their work at the chávez house, and they were headed to the to break the news. he introduced a deputy and chaplain, and said it is about your daughter. so i am already feeling weak. what did you think? i thought that it was a terrible traffic accident. never thought to hear otherwise. i asked him what happened, and, aaron jones said it is an impairment suicide. possibly the most painful