never think that 16 people could fit inside of it. i remember a lot from that day. i remember right when the noises started. i remember holding everyone. holding all my classmates. pretty much the only thing that i think about is, she saved my life. not physical, but mentally. mentally, by what she said? and just keeping us close to home. even in, like, the bathroom. just having us with her. and her being in our presence helped a lot. do you remember anything she said? one thing that she said is that she loved us. going back and thinking about it, that was the first thing that i think about. they are six years old and i am thinking that they are about to die and i want them to know how loved they are. i couldn t fathom in my 29 year old mind, like, that this is it for them. you wanted one of the last things they heard to be i love
day. i remember i cried when the noises started. i remember holding everyone and holding all my classmates. i pretty much the only thing i think about is she saved mutt life. not physical, but mentally. by what she said? just keeping us close. even in the bathroom, just having us with, and being in our presence helped a lot. do you remember anything she said? one thing she said is that she loved us. going back thinking about it, that was the first thing that i think about. they are 6. and i m thinking they are about to die. and i want them to know how loved they are. i couldn t fathom in my 29-year-old mind like that this is it for them. you wanted one of last things they heard to be i love you. i needed it to be. sdwl a s.w.a.t. team led them to
world cup. a group of a0 england fans have been paid by qatar with instructions to deliver positive messages about the. and report critical social media posts. do we know which songs they ll be paid to seeing? i know which songs they ll be paid to seeinu ? . ., know which songs they ll be paid to seeinu ? .., ., ., ., seeing? i couldn t fathom that. it could well be seeing? i couldn t fathom that. it could well be the seeing? i couldn t fathom that. it could well be the qatari - seeing? i couldn t fathom that. it could well be the qatari nationall could well be the qatari national anthem is one of them. this whole story does feel quite ominous, but equally a lot of controversy has already been discussed and debated around the world cup even being held in qatar, lots of issues around human rights, around local laws around how even the infrastructure has been constructed. so it feels like they are fully aware that there will be all eyes on the country as well as the football mat
it wasn t their fault. ben had a challenge that he felt he couldn t overcome and he chose to make a decision that was entirely his own. mark ecker suggested counseling. bill s answer was unyielding. oh, no. now. no. we re good. so, it was kind of that pack it down inside and maybe we can deal with it some other day. but now? seven years after the day of ben s suicide, on the same property. bill was dead. i couldn t fathom this. gone. dead? murdered? none of that seemed real. oh, but it was. did your mind going anywhere in particular? i mean, this is not something that happens in a small town. right? two high profile deaths within a few years. they were my family. that house. how is this happening? how, indeed. what s the old adage? start close. there were sheriffs deputies
respond. says why beat your head around it? it could be horrible stuff. i couldn t fathom this. how much can one family bear this much? how do you contain horror? if this happened to you, where would you put it? in a box? would you carry with you everywhere? an anchor? chain to your soul? the box is full of demons. would you live in dread of the day you knew you d have the pride open and look inside. i m box full of ghost of my past, to confront it goes like that you have to be ready.