Because i was going to do something that i didnt particularly enjoy, to serve customers who were not always rude, some of them were lovely, but when you are being talked to like you dont matter, i dont know, it isa you dont matter, i dont know, it is a dark place to be in. I woke up one morning and wasjust like, i actually dont have to do this. I can make changes. It was around that time that i decided to come up to loughborough. I had to choose to try and be happy and make a go of it again, and it has paid off. Im glad idid. I again, and it has paid off. Im glad i did. I am enjoying my time up here at my training improved dramatically. It is an exciting time to be involved in a sport. The iws have come down harder on cheats than they have previously, which is fantastic for clean athletes and clea n fantastic for clean athletes and clean nations. There was a Glass Ceiling of performances where we thought they had to be taking something and cheating. Ifeel like ican break something and