along with the male chaperons separated from us. it was getting chaotic. while alex stays calm, people around her are losing control. my sister was hysterical. my husband was hysterical. most of the others were i hadster cal. people were fighting for things and getting the last life jacket, there was a man behind us who was around 70 years old grabbed it out of her hand. alex finds another life jacket and as evacuation is under way, passengers are told they have to traverse down a ladder. they told us not to look down. as soon as they told you not to, you look down. you freeze for a couple of seconds. some people were almost