i was curious. our the years, how many days do i have to count down, because i got a calendar and i mark off my days how long i ve been down to keep track. that made me wonder. damn, how many days would i have to check down until i bounce back, until i get back? came out to 352,955 days. man, i m so much i m a good person. i don t deserve that right there. i don t deserve none of that. not none of that [ bleep ], man. i made [ bleep ] mistakes in decisions and choices i made but they gave me 967 years. hell when baseball players, they make three mistakes, they strike out, they go back to the end of the line. they get to come right back up. another chance. gadlin will soon transfer to prison with the knowledge he will never leave.
keep them from meeting the men. talking on the bowl? smells like [ bleep ]. your breath stinks. [ laughter ] they are able to use the pipes to talk to other inmates on different floors. they usually bail out their toilet, take all the water out. once the line is cleared to the main pipe they re able to talk to somebody else and have a direct line of communication. hello? they got their face in the toilet bowl. know what i m saying? that s nasty. you don t know what s coming out of there. you know? [ laughter ] soo-ee! people go to the farthest extreme to get their goals accomplished. so on the line. that s networking. how i communicate and keep in touch with the world. a-b-c, all that. in that toilet. stick her head in there to talk. don t nobody want to talk to everybody else s poop. that s nasty, okay? gregory gadlin has his own technology.
this g. who is this? this is daily rundown. what s up? gadlin says talking to women even through the plumbing helps keep his mind off his upcoming sentencing. huh? convicted of 16 counts of robbery, he faces a minimum of 25 years to life. under california s three strikes law. i think three strikes law is fair? no. hell no, it s not fair, man. i m a good person. it s not like i m just a real [ bleep ] person, but at the same time i got a real, real positive attitude about it. because it s not over. like i say some say it s too late to change. about to do life. i look at this, it s really not. not too late to change and it s not over. jiles assumed his fate was over when brought to this jail at age 17. fight with inmates. insubordinate to staff.
hypocrite. you feel me? and then i give it to, the situation that brought it about that morning, yesterday morning, was that. i brought up the word hypocrite. you feel me? asked how he felt about it. i was serious. aiming it directly at him and he knew it. he likes to tell me about myself. i really don t care what another person thinks about me. god knows my heart. he knows my intentions. i know where i ve come from and where i m at now. yeah. he start calling me all of this crazy stuff, a few words i didn t know. look it up? i m like, damn. you feel me? gadlin says he then used the dictionary to find a word to express his opinion of wallace. i looked up a couple words. i was like unaware. and i read to him, out the dictionary. what i read to him, the source part of it. uninformed, oblivious, ignorant. that s where he, i think he lost it. i seen his facial expression. not cognizant. unmindful. unknowing. headless. negligent, careless. insensible, forgettable. unconcerned.
america could have feeled me all the way home, but, nah. gad lynn knew his third strike meant a minimum of 50 years to life. instead a judge handed down a sentence of 967 years to life. i had a because of that, went on a binge. i had stored and made everything. everything that i had, just made it. ate much as i could and threw the rest away and went to sleep. while gadlin turned to food for comfort he took out frustration on the pictures. simulating eating a homemade meal on the outside. ripped all my pictures down, the food. the closest thing i could hurt, i wouldn t hurt nobody else, so i just took it out on my pictures. gadlin uses his wall space to do the math behind his devastating sentence.