what she was settling with from the outset. my dreams were calling at night. i dreamt of camilla the whole time. obsessed with camilla, totally. she adored prince charles. she wanted to be part of the royal family, to be a credit to the monarchy. she wanted to show the world, and she wanted to show camilla, look who i am, look what he s got. the true diana came out. she has a backbone. she knows she s being seen by camilla. i m about to marry the future king of england. diana frances, wilt thou have this man to thy wedded husband? i have made it. i m here. you re there. i won. you lost. on monday we d gone to st. paul s for our last rehearsal, and that s when the camera lights were on full. a crowd of about 3,000 have built up. their enthusiasm unmistakable. prince charles was so relaxed, he nearly came to grief on the top step. and when it was over, prince charles clasped lady diana s hand reassuringly and unaffectedly. she was photogenic. she was young
and that s something she s going to hold on to and use. diana was incredibly determined to make charles love her. her role was to triumph in the fairytale over the wicked lady in the house down the road. one of diana s early engagements was an evening at the goldsmith s hall in london. she came in to have a look around in the showroom. she made a dive for this one particular dress which had kind of a deep cleavage, a tight bone bodice. diana chose this dress herself because she wanted to show the world and she wanted to show camilla that she, the younger woman, was hotter, was
better, was the prize. no one harbored any illusions about just who the crowd have braved the rain to see, and lady diana didn t disappoint those anxious to see her on her first public outing with her prince. comments on her appearance black to me was the smartest color you could have at the age of 19. it was a real grown-up dress. and i was quite big-chested then. comments on her appearance range from fabulous and stunning, to an admiring silence. diana was the belle of the ball at goldsmith s hall. she looked absolutely gorgeous. nobody could take their eyes off her. and then she met a woman who was