“On our last happy, happy evening together…I miss you so much, Cheech…I still count the days since you left…Do you hear me when I talk to you? Do you hug me when I ask you to? Do you know how much more I love you than you must have ever thought? Do you know how big of a part you have been of my career and my life, and of how much that means to me and how I will never be the same without you? It hurts so much…