with the family and not the corporate giant aeg. to see your coach physically putting his hand on players, physically kicking players, you know, firing balls at players from point-blank range. the verbal abuse. the belittling. i have let so many people down. my players, my administration, rutgers university, the fans. well we won this for him. we are all choked up with emotion for him. we ll get him back to normal. we got great doctors, great trainers. what are you thinking as they re wheeling you to the ambulance and taking you to the hospital? i am in the ambulance car asking, does anyone know the score? jimmy hasn t taken over yet.