handsome police officer. a young, beautiful wife. someone i talked to almost every day is gone. it does not make sense. when you hear suicide? no, no way. things about it started stinking. she had met another man? yes, a big, messy triangle. how many other women besides you was he having an affair with? ten. ten? you ve got so many girlfriends. i know. she had told her boss that she had done something bad. i think the last statement within her diary said it all. we knew we would get here. we just knew that we had a lot of hurdles to get over. i will never forgive myself. never. the life of a police officer. it s full of danger. and stress. they have rough days at work. and they end up holding it in. they re our first responders. it is hard. it is hard work. from one call to the next, you don t know what s going to happen. but our story is about what happened when a first responder had to face a crisis in his own home.
Girlfriends. I know. She had told her boss that she had done something bad. I think the last statement within her diary said it all. We knew we would get here. We just knew that we had a lot of hurdles to get over. I will never forgive myself. Never. The life of a Police Officer. Its full of danger. And stress. The life of a Police Officer. Its full of danger. And stress. They have rough days at work. And they end up holding it in. Theyre our First Responders. It is hard. It is hard work. From one call to the next, you dont know whats going to happen. But our story is about what happened when a First Responder had to face a crisis in his own home. Baby, please wake up a cop pleading for help, from his fellow men and women in blue. Tell them im a cop, please. Tell them to hurry, please. In one moment, a family is shattered. It was like disbelief. Its a surreal moment. And over time, an entire communities secrets would be revealed. I laid there and cried. It does not make sense. It start
this isn t right. this isn t what happened. like, they re lying. it s not true. that s exactly what tera s parents were telling the detective, who d come to their home with that terrible news. for one thing, they told him there was simply no way tera would leave her children. you would not be the first family of a loved one who committed suicide, who did not want to believe that that was possible. josh, i don t know about other families. but i knew tera. i knew tera. but, what about the depressed person who emerges from that diary that police found at the scene? tera s family points out, many of the darker passages in that journal were several years old. her journal, i think, was an outlet for her to vent sometimes. gena cordova is tera s