Walter reed, there was nowhere else to go. This is a conversation that i have had with myself or anyone unable to address their depression. They start to have dark conversations about selfharm. Things continue to tick off the list. I kind of hit the Emergency Brake further. I cant be a blueprint for my children. I cannot let them be left alone or to not understand why he wouldve done that. Earlier in the year two friends of mine, one had a stroke and the other had a bad heart attack. They both had Young Children and took their lives. It was very devastating. Not because they were weaker or i was strong, i got lucky. I knew that i needed help. I didnt know what that looked like. It was presented. I reluctantly was like i dont need to go in there. I figured out this is the right choice and that is where i ended up. I know this is so hard to talk about. Just to be clear, you are saying that you had thoughts of harming yourself . Yeah. Ive said that publicly. At first i didnt. I thought at
walter reed, there was nowhere else to go. this is a conversation that i have had with myself or anyone unable to address their depression. they start to have dark conversations about self-harm. things continue to tick off the list. i kind of hit the emergency brake further. i can t be a blueprint for my children. i cannot let them be left alone or to not understand why he would ve done that. earlier in the year two friends of mine, one had a stroke and the other had a bad heart attack. they both had young children and took their lives. it was very devastating. not because they were weaker or i was strong, i got lucky. i knew that i needed help. i didn t know what that looked like. it was presented. i reluctantly was like i don t need to go in there. i figured out this is the right choice and that is where i ended up. i know this is so hard to talk about. just to be clear, you are saying that you had thoughts of harming yourself? yeah. i ve said that publicly. at
days. we have new video to show you, bakhmut getting absolutely pummeled in shelling. this shows the devastating toll the war has taken on this city in particular the past year. this as ukraine prepares for the counteroffensive to try to reclaim occupied land. sam kiley joins us from eastern ukraine. sam, good morning. reporter: hey, poppy. what can you tell us? reporter: oh, sorry. there is a rather heavy wind condition here, so difficult to pick you up. but i think the main thaing to take away from this latest wave of attack by cruise missiles, surface-to-surface missiles, the full pan alpy of missile technology fired by the russians is once again they are trying to soak up the air defenses of the ukrainians and expose vulner blts such as they could find in ke kyiv. 30 miles an hour filed, 29 the ukrainians claim to have shot down 29 out of 30. either a missile or debris of a missile hit the southern port city of odessa killing one person. three people were killed the
quote, deep dives and searching the base s computer system for intelligence not related to his job and this came months before he was arrested for allegedly leaking a trove of embarrassing and damaging and revealing documents from the pentagon to video gamer friends online. here with more is cnn s chief law enforcement and intelligence analyst john miller. learning this from federal prosecutors as they are saying there are three incidents where he was writing notes on classified intelligence, putting it in his pocket. then looking at a trove of information, deep diving, they said, and then he was looking at intelligence that was not related to his primary duty. why were those incidents not enough to remove him from his role? they were enough. what didn t happen? so what we re seeing now is that base, this is extraordinarily unusual. that base has been suspended from its intelligence mission totally. the commanding officer has been