Specifically claustaphobia and that kind of thing. Is that the the reason for the second front door . Correct. It doesnt our house does not look aesthetically pleasing from the curb. I see. And do you have that second front door . Yes. It now is a place to host google interns because we live near going google. Can you tell us, is there any other way this has affected your life . The primary impact was in the initial four years after the event. I struggled academically. I struggled very much in chapel hill and in college when i was 17 and went off to college, i had a very hard time, more so than others, forming new friendships, especially friendships with boys, and i had academic problems. What were the when we spoke and it became very clear how deeply you felt about this and the need that you wanted to remain confidential, can you talk a little bit about that . Yes, so i was watching carefully throughout the summer. Well, my original intent, i just want to remind was to communicate wit
Article that you did show them therapist notes. Is that incorrect . I dont remember physically showing her a note. Okay. Perhaps my counsel did. I dont remember physically showing her my copy of the note. Okay. But i just dont remember. Im sorry. I have retrieved a physical copy of those medical records. Okay. Thank you. You also attended individual therapy. Did you show any of those notes to the reporter from the Washington Post . Again, i dont remember if i showed her, like, something that i summarized or if i just spoke about it. Or if she saw it in my counsels office. I cant i dont know for sure. I certainly spoke with her about the 2013 record with the individual therapist. And Brett Kavanaughs name is not in those notes, correct . Correct. Okay. In reading the Washington Post article, it mentions that this incident that were here about contributed to anxiety and ptsd problems with which you have struggled. The word contributed does that mean there are other things that have happe