what life is. here or elsewhere. so you better get something out of it. so if i can actually enjoy making coffee here in corcoran surrounded by a lot of loud people and a lot of other discomfort, then i m going to come out a lot better for it when i get out there. if i m going to live through this, and i have a son so i better live through this, i have to do something, no matter how difficult it is, you reach down anyou fin metal that you didn t know you had. that s what prison is all about, really. it s finding strength that you never thought you had. coming up i went up to the bars and splash they hit me with baby oil and hair grease, got on my stomach, and burnt my back too. a sex offender learns one personality trait can run into problems. i had excessive talking going on and on at times.