experience in ways that many people thought she was not a woman of color and there were distressing experiences when people realized she was and oh, no, i don t find you attractive anymore. she s talked about that before and that her mother was the target of verbal racist abuse. that meghan really, you know, experienced the suffering and i think very clearly when she came into the royal family this was compounded because there was the usual sexism, anti-americanism, xenophobia, on top of that there was racism, story about exotic dna, stories made explicitly clear they were talking about race and words like unconventional were used when what she was doing it was like nail varnish which are ways of saying this isn t the kind of person we want as a princess. we are not at home as seeing a