pardon? i didn t want it, because i didn t deserve it. it s one of the things with the department of justice after a six-month special counsel investigation led by a attorney that was brought an attorney general that was brought in from outside of washington, d.c. after six months he said that he basically recommended to dismiss my case for egregious government misconduct because they abused the entire system of law, and then of course then i had to deal with the court, or a judge, for about another six months who was you know, who was operating as though he was in the french system of government where he was going to be the jury, you know, the judge, and the executioner andve that lasted another six months. tucker: totally out of control, judge emmet sullivan. so you spent your entire life in the army and government service. so you didn t go to work by the way, you got out of defense intelligence, three-star general, you could have gone toa work for lockheed and don, what