process, and because she faced this execution date in march, and because it was called off at the last minute, and up until the last minute, we didn t really know it was over until it is over, and it is a back and forth and hard to know really how to the feel from moment to moment. it is such a loss. i know that you were as you were waiting for this interview at your satellite location, you were able to overhear my interview with mark hendricksen with mark glossip who is an identical situation with your friend kelly, dead man and woman walking leading up to yesterday, and mark is trying to save the life of his client today, and, i wanted to ask you how you felt listening to his answers about his frenzied efforts now with the u.s. supreme court? it hit me hard. i m just feeling very fragile