daughter had just been killed. my sons might not liver. we were able to rebuild that. my son hunter was beau s,er breath beau expelled hunter took in. i have to make sure that s all in place and everybody is in on look, unless you have my whole heart, my whole soul, all of my passion. all of my attention. i have to make that decision by the end of this year. but you re not ruling me out. no. if the lord came down and said the nomination is yours. you have to accept it now. i would not. there s too much more.