a personal message. if you want to say, hey, hope things are good, be good for your mom. or if you want to sing them a song or say a prayer or whatever your little routine is with your kids, you re welcome to do that. this is your personal message to them. sweet. all right? just whenever you re ready. pretty nervous. what do i say? i don t want to mess up. like i want her to like what i say. i don t want to say anything stupid. i want to try. emilee, daddy loves you, baby. i can t wait to see you again. hope you re doing good for mommy and i m going to read you a story. it s called hansel and gretel. i love you. gretel and her brother, hansel,
buck. i pray to god they never cross paths with the irish mob. while stokes tries to secure a place with the irish mob, he hopes it won t cost him another relationship that s considerably closer to his heart. i miss my daughters. i have four little girls. i should be a father to them, but when i m in here, i can t. with his frequent prison stays stokes rarely sees his girls. the one he spent the most time with is 7-year-old emilee. you should check this out. my daughter drew that for me on the envelopes. i love her little voice, she s awesome. she s definitely the only person that s going to love me no matter what. irish mob, anybody, they ll turn on me. i know that. little girl won t. she ll be there until i die. she drew that for me. stokes fondest memories are of watching emilee when her mother was at work.
gretel and her brother, hansel, lived near a great forest. one night gretel awoke to voices. this is not enough food screamed the stepmother. we must take the children to i really like this program. i m glad that i got signed up for it. that night hansel sneaked outside. when he came back, his pockets were filled with rocks. just keep that bond with her. i don t want to get out and her be like, you weren t there. a lot of kids you ll hear them say that. you weren t there for me. i want her to know that i love her and i m here. gretel and hansel lived in comfort and joy with their father. and every now and then, gretel ventured back to the gingerbread cottage for dessert. all right, that s the story of hansel and gretel, emilee. i love you and you re the most beautiful girl in the world and
yeah. i cry every time i do it. i can t write her without crying. while stokes feels emotions in jail, especially when it comes to emilee, he s cautious to hide them from other inmates. any kind of love or tears is pointed out as a weakness in here. it s frowned upon. definitely not going to go out and sit in the middle of the pod and write a letter and cry my eyes out in front of 105 guys. that s not going to happen. i ll go in my cell, shut the door, keep that to myself. people prey on that in this environment. people get extorted and people get robbed and people get beat up and jumped and i m not one of those people. i refuse to be like that. other inmates typically preyed upon in jail are those accused or convicted of sex crimes. erik olson was recently assaulted by two other inmates
and that gets you emotional? yeah. i cry every time i do it. i can t write her without crying. while stokes feels emotions in jail, especially when it comes to emilee, he s cautious to hide them from other inmates. any kind of love or tears is pointed out as a weakness in here. it s frowned upon. definitely not going to go out and sit in the middle of the pod and write a letter and cry my eyes out in front of 105 guys. that s not going to happen. i ll go in my cell, shut the door, keep that to myself. people prey on that in this environment. people get extorted and people get robbed and people get beat up and jumped and i m not one of those people. i refuse to be like that. other inmates typically preyed upon in jail are those accused or convicted of sex crimes.