the affectionor rom my famil, from my friends and from my fans hit me at a much deeper level than i would ever had imagined before. now thescar winner is ready to start a new chapter in his now thescar winner is ready to start a new chapter in his life today, january 11, 2011. captions paid for by nbc-universal televion and welcome to today on thi tuesday morning, i m meredith viera. and i m matt lauer, and can i just say how nice it was to see miael douglas looking good an sounding good. we ll let you hear wha he has to say aittle later on. meanwhile a much, mh fferent subject. let s put up this picture of jared loughner,ou can attach your own words to it. s drecreepy, it s center. . h had theame smirk when he nt before the judge on monda to face murder and asssination charges. none of loughner s famil was in the couroom. his mother apparently sat down in the streetn front of their home and cried. this morning w have learned that loughner s father is preparg to