girl who is hidden from the camera s view behind the barge. trying to keep myself from going under the barge, once i grabbed her, i was sliding along the barge with the current. but as he grabs the girl, three other panicked people grab him. my back was up against the barge. i held on as tight as i could. morrow saves the four people, and by now other coast guard officers have jumped in, including dwight hagens who goes after another person struggling to survive. in the front of the barge, i could see some color shirt, i was like, maybe i could swim over and grab this shirt and get this person out. but once i got over to try to get to that shirt, i got caught in the current and sucked under the barge. spectators stand by helplessly as hagan is sucked under and finds himself fighting for his own life. i was so tired. i put my arms down, i said, i can t go on no more. i said, i m too tired. i thought i was dead. i closed my eyes and i prayed as