it really showed me that i guess he s on good terms with me now. that was a surprise. while many things broke his way during the parole hearing, the end result was not what orosco had hoped for. what the parole office has recommended, isf, i m not too happy with. rather than reinstate his parole, the board decided to send orosco to an intermediate sanction facility, a halfway house that provides drug counciling to parole violators for a period of six months to one year. the hearing did, however, allow orosco to continue an important illusion. i m happy my mother didn t find out today that i was using pills. that would break her heart. she just wants to believe that i m doing good.