Her sister Brittany said: Not only have I lost my sister, I have lost my best friend She added: Losing Kim has ripped a huge chunk out of my heart. She said her sister was taken away by an evil monster . I have never had so much hate and anger towards one person but you Lewis Crofts make my blood boil, said Brittany Deakin. Ms Deakin s uncle Craig said: It is a tragic night and we will never learn the full truth. He told the court that the family s lives have changed forever and he will never forgive Crofts for what he did.