they always feel like they hold that special key, that certain key to that person s real heart, which is, you know, they feel is a good heart. but inevitably, i think, that person will show his real self. in the case of david goodell, even though he has told us and he s said on camera, i m basically a good person, he s not. that doesn t mean he might not have a couple of good qualities. but at the end of the day, he calculated a murder and committed a murder and still feels justified in that murder. and i believe he would do it again, frankly, if he were out. do i love her? yeah, absolutely. i got a lot of love for her. loved ones in your life have paid a pretty big price for betraying your trust or how you perceive your trust being betrayed, right? would anything bad happen to judy at your hands? never. never. never. she s never done anything but be
what did you do to yourself? what do you mean? you have no hair! yeah, i know. i cut it off. you look different. you look good. thank you. i try to come every week, but i talk to david every day on the phone. he ll call me sometimes more than once a day when he s freaking out about something because i can talk him down very easily. what s happened with your face? i just butchered myself trying to shave real quick. i was a mess. i had a beard. now you re bald. yeah, i know. not very becoming. no? no, don t do the bald thing. makes you look more like a criminal. really? yeah. because i knew david from filming with him and i truly felt that he was not only an insincere person, he was he remained a dangerous person, i was really eager to try to figure out what judy saw in david to allow for this kind of friendship.
she was in her car. that was 23 days before the homicide. david goodell kept pictures in his cell of the woman he admitted to tormenting and strangling to death. his former girlfriend, vivianna tulle. why? because sometimes i get a messed up thought, i like to remember her in a happier sense, you know. yeah, i miss her. but, you know, what happened happened. and that s what it is. goodell never expressed remorse in any of our interviews with him, but another inmate, louis pizzi was broken up over the murder. he was supposed to have seen vivianna the night she was killed. the only thing i have left of vivianna is this prayer card. i went to the wake and it was pretty upsetting to me. i didn t i couldn t even go
i am very spiritual, and i have a very deep faith. and that faith has brought me to david. and i will not turn my back on that faith nor will i turn my back on david. i consider her like my best friend, kind of like a mother/friend figure. she is a lot older than me. her presence with me is comforting. that s why i value it. yeah, nobody understands it. nobody. whatever. and they never will. and that s okay. most people don t understand themselves. i really haven t had a relationship like that. it s good. it s healthy. works for me, works for her. and no more tattoos on your face. no, just like two. no, come on, david. you look like a freak. she s been there since day one. and some of my own friends haven t even been there because of the severity of the crime because they knew my girlfriend. just people just got excuses. goodell told judy about his interviews for lockup. i was pretty much brutally honest about the situation and how i felt about it. i mean, bec
do? do you want me to sit her and lie to you? not going to do that? there s nothing nice about murder. no, there s nothing nice about murder. but there is a lot of nice about you, david. you could have shown them those parts. he told me, very explicitly, what had happened. almost too explicitly. and i told him, enough. i don t want to hear the specifics. to me, he qualifies as a sociopath. i want to know your opinion. that s very interesting because to me he does not qualify as a sociopath. to me, i see compassion in him. i m not denying that his acts certainly make him appear that way. i give him commissary money, maybe $200 a month. i ll put money on the phone, maybe another $50. it s not a hardship for me at this point, and it s just part of my life and what i ll do, as long as i m able to do it. who are you? when you look at yourself, who