another classroom nearby. i was just worried. reporter: you were? i was just worried thinking about him. reporter: cynthia herrera and her husband frantically searched for their children. they found andrea safe at one of the meeting points but later found out jose was brought to the hospital, where he died. what have these days been like for your family? just like numb. i have no feelings, honestly. i just try to keep my mind occupied with the kids, you know, and i just feel guilty even saying, i m glad my daughter made it because i know my stepson didn t. reporter: hoe as a was just one of 19 children killed tuesday, along with two teachers, each child the joy of a parent, now the loss of a family. uziuziyah garcia s grandfather called him the sweetest little boy he d ever known. he had just started teaching him football plays over spring break. and alithia ramirez loved playing soccer with her friend